my feelings..

have u ever feel like being abandoned, rejected and discriminated. Well to tell the truth i had never felt that until i left my home. its kinda hurts though. so deep i dun even know how to describe. all i know now is that i wanna run away so far far away from here. i felt the urge of crying. but i know all these will never works dont they, i guess no matter how i still needs to face it somehow. even if i were to run today, cant guarantee i wont feel these again in the future. lets hope for a better tomorrow.

besides feeling abandoned, rejected and discriminated, i kinda feel lonely. i might have my friends around me, but then, i still feel a distant from civilisation. probably i always live in my own fantasized world, that i came up with this imagination. but truly can loneliness be imagined? well i dunno and i dun even intend to find out.