CNY 2011

i had never been felt this stupid before
neglected, rejected, humiliated all come rushing over and gushing over me
my own relatives treat me no more like a vermin
what wrong had i ever do to them that i get to be treated like this?
if u simply dun like me or is angry wid me its fine that u should have told me so.
NOBODY in this world is perfect.
U people jux keep silence and expected me to know my own faults?
sorry im very stupid and probably insensitive- point it out to me!!!
i hate them as humans, but had no choice to respect them. we may not had blood ties, but u people is still my elders.
hope that someday u will realised how importance families are- probably not wid us..since u hated us so so..!
AND STOP DESTROYING OTHERS CNY! dun make people feel inferior from the insides...as u might not want others to do the same 2 u...