breaking point

after the cny incident
im am encountering
yet another series of life
which makes me feels toring apart
its my results day
on the 25 of feb
i wasnt ready
to take my results
why is it so fast tis year
im ady sadden and disappoint
nw im nervous and scared
till the shit is out of me
i think i want 2 break down...

shatter heart on CNY

hate tis year CnY very much
no mood 2 celebrate aso
coz of someone
someone who once very dear 2 me
she just cant stop talking and cursing
on the eve of new year
feels like glueing her mouth
then we had 2 rush down 2 kl
and on the whole journey
she was cursing and scolding upside down
is tis an symptom of alzeimer?
guess so
she took all my mom and mine jewelry she once gave 2 us
make me so sad and disappointed in her
i dun feel like talking 2 her agn
but yet agn...she is my grandma
what 2 do? gt 2 put up wif her crap
haizzzzzzzzz

first day at work

it was 5 of feb 2009
when i strt my first job
first time of working
as a promoter to a company called
G2
promoting sensodyne
............
it was still fresh in my mind
i was so clumsy
i forget 2 bring my id pass
hahaha
gtg bck home search high and low for it
............
then my kl boss cum
gt complain
and bla bla
and the interesting part is the dinner...
my drink was belanja by boss
but sad part is i enter wrong toilet
termasuk ladies toilet
hahaha

worst w33k!!

it's been a long time...since my last post
alotz of things had happen around lately...
sum i dun even where 2 begin...
i meet new friends only long enough to know that they not
really a frenz...
~you get wat i mean~
it's kinda boring too 2 be at my hse for three months long
i had apply for job...no reply!
wat a day!!
i hope evrything will get over soon...
i had this thinking in my mind that ppl are actually
avoiding me..maybe im too sensitive...
one cant never be too cautious i guess
maybe im thinking too much
im kinda in confusing rite nw...
wat shuld i do next?
search for courses offer in university?
~harlo, i dunno where 2 begin~
there are thousand of courses
(which do i noe is the rite one for me?)

crazy

have u ever meet someone...

who release their temper for nothing

then cry even if u dun care she's releasing temper...

omg...i just meet one...

i wish 2 smack her hard...

nervous!!

2moro gt 2 find ppd..
ask for form 2 apply for temp teacher...
haiz...nvm been b4...
hope i won embarrass myself there...
gt 2 take school bus summore...
"mah fan"

created new acc on gmail

finally...
i wanna move forward ...
leaving my old life behind...
~well it is easy to said than done~
---hOpe I maNaged to Do sO---