Sharing

Ever since i left my own hse, departs from my families , my parent and siblings i came to an utmost feeling of sharing. Its feels kinda cool at the beginning, but to my horror sometimes when u wanna share wif a person the other person might not wanna share wif u. I m talking in terms of hse chores such as sweeping the floor, mop the floor, keep the room cleans etc. It was a heartbreaking moments to understand that there are no one, not one of ur friends that are willing to share the workloads wif u. U are on ur on.. Sad, heartbreaking but its true. The room belongs to person not only me but u too. So im asking one simple question> hw much do u had to foot the extra for sparing from these hse chores.< its sad to know a friends like these. Moreover, i was only waiting for ur response when im saying im cleaning the room. It hurts, it burns for i tot u will do ur part, coz u r the one who suggested sharing rooms. It appears that i was wrong. I m grateful that u once again had broken the chain of trust.
My housemate, its seems that there's a misunderstanding going on somewhere. As soon as i leave my room all door closes what is this? im a disease that when u come in contact with me u will die? u giv me the impression that im a spreading disease. We live as housemate, u dun like me fine, i dun blame u. But for what u did, u are telling the world how low class u are. I shouldnt bother all these matter anymore. Cox i had made up my mind that once i had the golden opportunity i will leave these godforsaking house for good.
This house given me much memories, good and bad. As i can recall, it appears that the house had given me more bad memories den the good ones. The bads memories i shouldnt blame the house, i shall blame the tenants. Sick, tired, heartbreaking, sore and well no words could describe wat im actually going to now.
So in conclusion i miss my home, my family, my sister, i guess i shuldnt had mention the other one which is also another suckup person. i jux hope dat someday i will have a mansion, with no neighbours and no other sickening person living wif me. MAY MY DREAM COMES TRUE